I can't believe it! Now i have to be the one to help he fend off those idiots. I hope my boyfriend will learn to,be more mature and stop looking up at someone who is vulgar as a role model,as someone who he can talk to): I am sure,i dont lack maturity like they do,I can write better then them,make him happy better then them(or is it the other way round?) Either way,I hope my boyfriend will be willing to erase them off his life soon if he want me to be happy. The nightmares i been having since that night he wanted to break off with me for them,is already killing me slowly inside. If this go on,I'm afraid i may commit suicide..

Why would'nt my boyfriend erase them from his life,wipe away my tears and kiss me and say he is sorry? I have no idea. Maybe he just does'nt love me as much as before..
Now,i can just cry silently and lonely in the dark every night.
Acting and smiling like there's nothing wrong but gripping the cover,and crying like a baby that had been abused. crying away my dear life(:

PS:baby,everytime i saw you talking to them,my heart is breaking over and over again):

DEAR DEAR DEAR DEAR DEAR! surpriseXD I just want u to know that i really love u alot,more then i can ever imagine. you are like the flower,and i am like the bee. we cant live without each other. Hope that in our future endeavor,we will still be as loving forever,still dancing cha-cha together 50 yrs later,still feeding each other with food,still holding hand..

Dear,pls be a good man for me,I love u:) muacks.

hi,I love leslie;) everyone should know that. and i will love him forever and not let him go:)

kunming sucks! i hate it!
leslie rocks! i love him! :D

Hello:] i love my fatty boyf leslie:) we are at starbuck kallang leisure now:D

dear,I (L) you.Pls don't ever leave me.
O level chinese result will be release tomorrow,I don't ask for distinction in my oral,just a merit will do.Pls Lord,it 20%,without it,I'll flunked the whole thing.

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haiz,if only he knew,and love me as much as I love himD:
if a guy love me,he must be willing to forsake his freedom for me,maybe even his best friends because I may die,or lose my memory anytime.I need someone to take care of me,to give me support,but from what I see,he am not ready to give it all up yet.
who knows,maybe I will die a lonely death.